I have two new words in my vocabulary: satiety (Latin noun: the state of being satiated; the quality or state of being fed or gratified to or beyond capacity ) and kibosh (Irish trans. v: to block or squelch; to put an end to). As in: I thought that I was experiencing satiety, but someone quickly put the kibosh on that thought.
You know, I never thought that finding a man to share some time with would be so hard. I have been shy and coy, direct and honest, and still cannot convince a man that I am not interested in trapping him into marriage or settling down and moving in with him. I just want someone who I can go out with, have adventures with, talk with, listen to, hold hands with and other fun stuff.
I just don't get men. They are so complicated and don't know their own mind, desires, or needs. Women get the rap way too often. It is men who have the emotional problems and issues that keep them from enjoying life.
That's all I want: a man to enjoy life with and not be married of tied down to him. Isn't that what men also way that they want? They don't want anything heavy or a ball and chain telling them what to do and when to do it, or to be changed into something that they are not.
I don't want to be changed by a man, so why would I want to change him? I don't want to get married, so why would I be looking for a man to marry?
Run away, run away
Little sparrows.
Fly away and find yourself
Caught in the wrong net.
Sputter and flinch while you
Wish you had stayed with me.
Jeanette
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